Archive for June, 2006
"upside-down"
June 24, 2006
Lastnight, I feel so much pain in my stomach.. kc wala lang.. I dOnt know what to say to him kc.. ehe.. lam nyO kc, pabirO lahat ng cnasbi ko.. kaya ang hirap magsabi ng feeling’s.. huhuhu.. If he only know’s how I feel.. 
I also memorizing a lot of procedures since yesterday.. as i’ve told you guy’s, this is now the start of the dilubyo in my college life.. sO think about it 1st, if you really want to pursue nursing.. coz it’s not a joke.. ur handling life.. and it’s not that easy..see? u have to make evrything’s right.. u have to be perfectionist.. the credit is w/ yah at end.. a so called “THANKS” for saving their lives.. have a great day!
Currently listening: nothing..
Currently feeling: shocked
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"simula na ng dilubyo"
June 22, 2006
.. Well here I am now facing the true reality of -NURSING-. 
.3rd year is so much toxic!, the class only introducing the course, but I can feel the smoke that suffocates me and covering my lungs.
I just can’t breath. I thought my 2years in nursing course is the start of dilemma which is I said “Kayang kaya naman pala eh..” .. but what worse? 3rd year is not just an ordinary, sobrang humirap xa!.. what can I anticipate?
Last monday the C.I. starts demonstrating us the scrubbing, gloving, gowning, catheterisation, colostomy, feeding, bathing, diapering.. all of this in just 3 days.. and take note! we are going to return demo all of this next week. Sound’s easy ha?! kala nyo lang yun! kung alam nyo lang.. kung gaano kadaming steps and rationale behind everything this, sobrang you will get sick! thank’s God, I’m still alive and kickin.. 
kaya lang my brain neuron di na ata nagfufunction.. I can’t absorb na everything eh, sobrang nalito na talaga ako sa dami ng pinagagawa samin..
Pharmacology is also my problem. Dean is just reading her acetates and explaining us those suck! Medicines that where going to memorize, not just to MEMORIZE! also on how to compute the dosage.. Terrible! like I am on the horryfying film.. I was the actress who run away from all this zombie professor’s.. 
I just had my 1st quiz in pharma and I suck in that quiz.. count also my NCM lecture which is also sucks! because it’s all about the anatomy of reproductive system.. OMG! do you think I will survive in this kind of catastrophe? I reall sucks! huhuhu.. 3.00 is not good at all to see in your report card.. It’s like you didn’t do anything.. how I wish I can get enough with all this.. buti sana if i2 lang yung prob. ko, pati sa puso merOn pa.. I keep on thinking about it pa.. so it add’s more anxiety to me.
Anyway.. I just had a hard time to blog here’ so just bare w/ me.. 
Currently listening: sabihin muna
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"I've been tag!"
June 17, 2006
Instructions :The first player of this game starts with the “6 weird things/habits about yourself” and people who get tagged, need to write a blog of their 6 weird habit/things, as well as state this rule clearly.. in the end, you need to choose 6 people to be tagged and list their names
1. I love to read his msg. all and all over again! (secret)
Because.. It make’s me happy, though I can’t see him.. I just feel his presence by reading all those msgs. (quotes or even old. msg.) I save it in the inbox or archives. I keep his sweet msgs. and lasted for a year now in my cp.. and still reading it! (kilig!)
2. I talked to myself a million times
I usually discussed self opinion to myself rather telling this to other people, because I just can’t share those simple things.. kc sa sobrang non-sense eh baka they will not get interested.. so I laughed alone and make face sometimes.. they just don’t even know, what does it means.. parang baliw na biglang tumawa! and sometime’s bigla na lang nabadtrip!
3. I sleep alone in the classroom.
Because PHCM is the most extravagant school(opposite what I mean) compared to FEU!, I can’t find any place to spend my vacant period.. sO I just stay in one classroom and sleep there, alarming my cellphone..so I will not be late in the next class. ur aksing why I’m alone? just because you need to read this topic [wasted time] so you will understand.. 
4. I sing alone in the classroom like it was a concert!
Again, because I’m spending my vacant alone.. due to the wasted time topic! (you really need to read that!) I sing up to the top of my lung’s w/out even bothering who will check and see me in that classroom.. I really do not care! the hell you care! kumbaga.. hahaha…
5. I often reminisce the old time, when I was in the FEU w/ kumpleto pang tropa!
I think about them time to time.. kahit naglalakad ako, in the fx, eating, sleeping.. basta I missed them soo muchhh…
6. I drink redhorse to let myself cry! hahaha..
I just dont know, basta when I drink liquor I can’t stop crying in my bed.. abnormal na ata ako! and thinking about all the sadness thing in life.. drowning myself in sorrow.. SO WEIRD!!!
I will tagged : euri.. mikmik, pianista, eca, achagirl, blair..
Currently listening: same ground
Currently feeling: where he is?!! missing!!
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